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Birthday 300pts Giveaway WINNERS!!

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 30, 2015, 4:38 AM

Hiya everyone! Firstly I wanted to say a big thank you for all the birthday wishes! I had a fun day in Edinburgh, time with family in the morning and bf later so was a good time. (plus got anime lol, people know me so well. Ghibli collection almost complete!) 

Also happy to announce the winners of the giveaway, thanks to all those that participated, I wish I could give to more people but alas money is finite, but you get feels!


1st place. :icongentlewolf: 300 points!
2nd place. :iconchi-buns: 100 points!
3rd place. :iconhuamulan123: 50 points!
5 Runner ups. :iconlufan131: :iconlegolasinheels: :iconswintah: :iconaltonis-mornith: :iconthesmileygfx: 10 points!


Graphics by tyleramato
CSS by moonfreak
  • Reading: I'm Jack (Mark Blacklock)
  • Watching: Alice (Czech ver,)
  • Eating: Peppermint Mochi
  • Drinking: IRN-BRU
Just got in from a really sucky day, things had been going quite well lately, getting into summer, drawing again and happy hard work paid off in my graded unit getting an A, then I visit my mum and get told my cat's been hit by a car. Apparently my granddad came by in the morning to find him not moving but having made it close to the house from the road, he knew we'd find it hard to handle so told my mum and buried him for us. 

His name was Frankenstein, we actually got him thinking he was a girl and was called Pandora, so we've had a few funny realisations with him. I'll be honest, he wasn't the smartest cat in the postcode, but he was so affectionate and playful, three years old and still a big kitten. Amazing really, you could pick him up upside down and he wouldn't mind a bit.

I know to some it seems really silly to get upset over a cat, but unfortunately I'm not the type to let things get to me so when I show the littlest of sadness its usually really frustrated/intense. I know I shouldn't and that my family wouldn't mind if I was more emotional but it's just the way I am, I know this sounds odd but I'm pretty sure it comes from having an autistic younger brother so I always had to curb how I expressed myself because one difficult moment from me meant a lot of difficult moments from him in reaction.

It's so awful when a pet goes, feels like it wasn't that long ago I had to be told my previous cat Salem had cancer and I cried all the way home; it's not like people where you can talk or try to reason, domestic pets exist to teach responsibilities, truths and very basically nurture the natural instinct to give affection and I can't give him any affection if he's not here and it's the one thing that absolutely want to do.  

First time in a long time I've cried in front of anyone, or cried full stop, so I just wanted to let you know, especially those I regularly chat with, why I'm out of sorts at the moment. Doesn't help that I walked home counting seconds to calm breathing so I didn't cry on my own in public, got in and let myself cry and decided to distract myself on dA and with unfortunate irony the first watch message was called 'Everything Will Be Okay', I knew it was stupid but just started crying again but kind of laughing.

So yeah, sucky sucky day.


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Mary A. Mayo, Visual Communicator, Graphic Designer, Illustrator and Writer.
In all honesty my interests are too varied for my own good, I'm a creative, I like making things, making things well and learning how better to make things.


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MostWanted06 Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday! :)
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happy birthday , whishing the best for your life ;) (Wink)
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Happy Birthday! :)
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